I am tearing up just thinking about it right now. My best friend, gosh I love her, sent me a very long text when she was telling me about her second pregnancy. I had people walking on eggshells around me. Her reaction with her sister? I’m jealous because she handled it much better than I did, which I still regret. You try so hard not to hate yourself because you cannot do the one thing you should be able to do. You might be thinking, that’s selfish and irrational. I remember dying a little inside every time someone announced a pregnancy, asked me when “we were going to have a baby,” seeing mothers complain about motherhood. I went over 5 years doing all the same things and going through the same emotions. You can think you do but you really don’t. Unless you’ve been in it, you have no idea. One of the things that Hoover did was get the turmoil we go through. They’ll fill you with inspiration, because they’ll focus on all the best parts of you.” “ When you meet someone who is good for you, they won’t fill you with insecurities by focusing on your flaws. Like all her books, her writing is gripping and before you know it, you are in way too deep to even think about stopping. I’m having a hard time getting my thoughts in order so this might be a bit rambly. I stayed up way too late but I just had to know what happened. I started this book late last night and finished it way early this morning. There’s absolutely no way I could have handled reading this then. When this book was released, I was deep into my infertility treatment journey. I don’t even have to read the description and CoHo is an auto-buy author. I prefer to go into books blind all the time now. Why hadn’t I read it yet? The universe knew that I couldn’t handle it at the time. I bought this book to get into a meet and greet with Coho! It was awesome and she’s awesome. This has a major trigger for me: infertility. This might be my first super spoiler-y review but the content is too important.

All your perfects by colleen hoover